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Tuesday, September 19th, 2006
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1:44 pm
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welll... started here at Central and I absoultely love it. I've definitely found the place for me. Classes are going surprisingly well except for my soc class, I hate it already and will be surprised if I get a C. I love my apartment and our neighbors and everything about this place. I thought the city would completely suck but it really doesn't. It took a little getting use to but i'm settled in and plan on staying for at least 3 more years, probably longer since I'm so far behind in classes.
Matt and I have been doing pretty good lately, fights have subsided for the most part and it's great because I go to class and he goes to work so we're no longer together 24/7. As for a job, i NEED one really bad. It's so hard to find one here, you really do need to be in the right place at the right time. Oh well, I'll just keep trying to find places to add to my list of at least 35 places I've already applied to.
Anyway, there's my update for the next 4 months!
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(Tell louda you love herrr)
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| Wednesday, April 5th, 2006
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10:48 pm - Hey.
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So, I'm back. I didn't die (obviously). It feels like decades since my last update... I guess myspace has consumed most of my time and I have forgotten about good ole Livejournal. Just doesnt seem to rank up there with my priorities as myspace does : ) Anyway, life is...well, life is still going. Believe it or not, I have a boyfriend- one in which I've now had for 3 months. This could be a record since over a year ago. He's great, and although we met in a time of my life that is quite unstable, things are going great. With that said, I suppose I should "introduce" him. His name's matt and he's a year older. I actually met him through a "friend" i met while working at Bleu. Before all this though, we actually went to elementary school together for years at good ole Disney but never spoke... kinda cute.
My time lately has been packed with Matt, and desperately searching for a job. I was basically "let go" from my babysitting job because of some issues going on with my cousin. My aunt at first made it sound like I was being completely dropped from the job so I freaked out. I then found out that I have some days until the 20th, which is good. Good pay is always a plus. School sucks, as always and i'll go going year round for the rest of my life.
I moved out again with Alicia and our apartment is just as messy, if not messier than the house on Otto was so really no improvement. Umm, I miss my best buddy Lindsay like no other. Loca is still over weight. My dad still drives me nuts and I dunno... I guess that's about it.
Sorry for my lame update. Short and to the point. I honestly don't see any updates again in the near future so enjoy this : )
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| Friday, December 30th, 2005
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10:33 am
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well, its been quite a while since i've updated. things have been going alright, lots of working, lots of hanging out. my christmas was better than i thought it would be. i do have to say though, it was weird having both my "real" parents together on christmas rather than being thrown in with a bunch of step family.
i've done more than my fair share of partying over the last month but since i no longer have a friendship with a certain someone, i see that calming down which is probably a good thing. speaking of partying, a couple nights ago i saw brian k...who i havent seen in about 5 months. I was incredibly hesitant to go seeing as though i wouldnt know anyone, or so i thought. i'm glad i went but thats a totally different story for me now... whatevaaaa.
work should be settling down very soon- AE is over this week and I think limited too is over next then i'll just be back to babysitting my life away. my cousin seems to be getting worse and worse and it's almost scary to me. we'll see what happens there.
well- thought i'd do a quick update before heading out to american eagle. damn on calls...and damn assuming they wouldnt use it. you know what they say when you assume...it only makes an ASS out of U and ME. haha
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(Tell louda you love herrr)
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| Tuesday, December 6th, 2005
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12:10 am
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Today I saw someone completely avoid me and their reasoning was because they didn't want to see the devil in person. I nearly peed myself, that was so funny. I've never been called the devil in a serious way. Apparently being taken advantage of and finally getting fed up makes you the devil. So I guess my advice to you is to let people walk all over you and your family and avoid being the devil. yesssssssssss.
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(Tell louda you love herrr)
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| Friday, December 2nd, 2005
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4:41 pm
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| Tuesday, November 29th, 2005
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10:14 pm
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Here's an idea. How about you invite the kid that lives in my basement to live in your basement. That way he can get the real deal rather than getting pleasure over texts in my bed. I'm done bullshitting around, I just want him out of my house and i want nothing to do with him after that.
On a much happier, exciting note- I'm off to Chris' house.
: )
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9:24 am
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| Thursday, November 24th, 2005
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10:02 am
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I think it's safe to say that I have never felt so hungover without even drinking the night before. Crazy, I know. I can't walk and my head is pounding. Last night I worked at the mall from 6-12. Now I know this doesnt sound like a big deal but it was the most nerve wrecking 6 hours of my life. If I never see another Lizzy Mcguire lipgloss, it will be too soon. (meaning, Friday is just way too soon). anyhow, I got home somewhere around 12:30 and had to help my mom do a thanksgiving paper route at 2. I got back home and crashed at 6 after carrying about 80 bundles of papers, stuffing them in bags, then making what seems like a million trips with them to the car in the snow. oh well, it was nice to help my mom. I just wish I didn't feel train wrecked right now.
Last thanksgiving was quite the emotional one for me. Infact, I spent most of my day in the basement of my dads house crying my eyes out. Of course, the same thoughts have filled my mind already today but I've yet to cry about it and I know I won't. It's so great to be over it and be able to take part in all the thanksgiving festivities as my old self : )
So my living situation drives me crazy. Someone lives in my basement, yet we cannot for the life of me have a civil conversation. I do not think we have accomplished this in about 4 weeks. I'm starting to get really sick of sarcastic, bitchy comments or replies for no reason at all. "hey what are you doing tonight?" gets "what the hell does it matter?" or my favorite- I think I've been called an alcoholic about 6 times in the last week. It's really quite funny but i'm sure you can all see where this can be annoying as well. I've recently been able to find my fun in a semi-old friend. we always talk on and all and lately it's been an on time. We couldnt have started talking at a better time either. i was definitely starting to become claustrophobic in my own house and it's great to just chill somewhere else for a change. side note- i'm starting to kind of miss randomly hanging out at Andrews and watching Discovery health but I guess I don't miss it as much as I love having the upper hand...haha
oh yeah, i'm not sure where all this drama talk is coming from... I haven't given a shit in a good two weeks. I'm so ready to "bounce". August 4th won't come soon enough.
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| Friday, November 18th, 2005
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12:30 pm
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Ok, so i stole this from emily, dont even know if i did it write... i'm assuming you just list 20 people. do it...it actually wasnt one of those annoying surveys that asks you the same questions over and over. this was interesting.
1. Lindsay
2. Alicia
3. SHana
4. Richie
5. Ryan S
6. Allison
7. Chuck
8. Chris (from bleu)
9. Andrew
10. Kenny
11. Jill
12. Steve
13. aaron
14. Ashley B
15. Big dave
16. maria
17. Steve w
18. joshua
19. Michael
20. Diana
1. How did you meet 13? aaron was friends with my friend julie. i saw his pic and thought he was hot stuff and had to meet him
2. What would you do if you never met 5? probably have a few boring friday nights... weve had some fun at kevins some weekends
3. What do you honestly think of 10? he's a funny guy... we dont talk all that much anymore.
4. If 7 had a secret super power, what would it most likely be? hmm chuck would be able to read minds?
5. If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need them to know? that she's my best bud and will be fo-eva! I love her!
6. Would 2 and 12 make a good couple? No! alicia and Steve would not... that could just be the ex gf in my speaking plus, i would not allow it : )
7. Would 3 and 17 make a lovely couple? no seeing as though 3 is completely taken!
8. Do you know any of 4's family members? um yes and i hate to say it but im not too fond of them
9. On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14? 10, duh!
10. What would you do if 3 just confessed their undying love for you? ummm perhaps be a bit creeped out but hey we have been friends since pre-school!!
11. What language does 19 speak? english and espanol!
12. who is number 8 going out with? no one that i'm aware of
13. When was the last time you talked to 18? hmmm i dont even know, too long ago.
14. what is 9's favorite band? motley crew? theory of a deadman?
15. Does 2 have any siblings? yes, a brother and a sister, and a step brother and sister... oh yeah, and 2 other step sisters? and one other step brother! woah, thats a lot alicia!
16. Would you ever date 6? if i was a guy...HECK yeah i'd date allison : )
17. Is 15 single? no, not since the last time i heard...sorry ladies!
18. What is 9's middle name? andrew's middle name is andrew. his first name is actually joseph.
19. Would you include 8 in a small band of people to defend a city or town in the case of a zombie outbreak? Yes..he'd be great
20. What is 2's biggest wish? to take zoey with us in august! : )
21. Would 14 and 20 make a good couple? umm going to have to say a big no.
22. What school does 16 go to? chippewa, and i probably spelt that wrong.
23. What school does 17 go to? macomb then msu?
24. Where does 9 live? st. clair shores
25. Are 5 and 16 best friends? they actually don't know each other.
26. What is the coolest thing about 3? she loves sparks and knows someone named boober. haha
28. What is 13s mom's name? ummm dont know.
29. Name 1's siblings in order by age: amanda- 23
30. What's 16's last name? doperela...spelt way wrong.
31. What grade is 7 in? college.
32. Would u ever spend the night at 11s house? sure
33. What was the last thing you ate with 4? taco bell last night.
35. What is 17s dad's name? steves dads name is.... steve? aw i love his dad!
36. Would you trust 20 with your life? i think diana is a really trustworthy person so why not!
37. Who would win in a cartwheel competition, 6 or 10? allison or kenny? id say allison
38. Do you think number 11 would make a good parent, why? yea..jill gives really good advice.
39. What color are 20s eyes? brown i think
40. Would number 18 make a good vigilante, why? hmm no... arent they mean? im just thinking of the michigan vigilante bikers?
41. If 15 and 12 were to battle to the death, who would win? umm i saw big dave because he's like a million feet taller than steve.
42. What do you think 19 was like as a child? my brother was a giant dork with an afro.
43. What color clothes does 15 most often wear? no idea
44. Would would 7, 9 and 11 make for a good trio of ninjas? eh i dont think so.
45. Would 5, 8, 10, 12 make a good musical band, and what instrument would each person play? umm sure. i for some reason see kenny playing the drums. maybe chris would sing? ryan would play guitar and steve D would be the hottie of the group, just there as the heart throb.
47. Strictly on the use of powers, which planteer (From captain planet, Fire, earth, water, wind and heart) would number 19 most like to be, why? michael would be um, i dont even know what this is.
48. If 4 became extremely rich, what one thing would you ask them for, and do you think they would let you have it? aww just one thing? maybe just a large amount of money to pay off my debts. im not sure if he'd give it to me.
49. If 11 and 6 were to dress in drag, would they make for a good couple, or at least look awesome together? umm i dont think either would dress in drag.
50. Would 13 kill you for a million dollars, would you let them? i like to think aaron would not kill me for a million dollars. and of course i wouldnt let him but i'm weak so who knows what the outcome would be.
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(2 songs | Tell louda you love herrr)
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11:57 am
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So I realized a few things last night. I realized that I trust people WAY too easily. Just because I'm not one to run and spread the word as soon as I hear something doesn't mean others wont. People will use your words to their benefit even if they have to twist them a bit.
On a not so intense, serious note... I also learned that my sparks days are over. Sparks and I just don't mix well anymore and I learned that one the hard way.
oh well...let this be a lesson learned.
the end.
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7:25 am
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| Monday, November 14th, 2005
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11:23 pm
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So big news- I am officially moving to mount pleasant come august! Our lease got approved and we are signing to make it official on wednesday! Feel free to check out the future pad and get stoked for me http://copperbeechtownhomes.com/michigan/mount-pleasant/index.asp
Everything is just working out so perfectly for me.......besides the fact i've gotten yet another speeding ticket. Damn 127 being 55mph. I choose to apeal it though so cross your fingers that that will go through for me... my plea is that I have never been to mt. pleasant before. Hey, if you don't remember it, it never happened right? : ) I'm just so happy to be getting away...and this time be so ready for it, not to mention so in need of it. It's time for me to have some fun!! Time to let Lo come out...haha.
tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow......class, then who knows. I may not be babysitting because my aunt is really sick. She actually has a tumor on her kidneys, its much worse that I had ever though so pleeease keep her in mind. Now that I think about it, I may actually be needed much more tomorrow because of how sick she is. I'm sure she can hardly do much of anything. Speaking of jobs, Limited too continues to piss me right off. Theyve had me so lost for 3 weeks now and it's really starting to drive a girl nuts. This is the last straw, I swear.
So, I've realized... I may bitch a lot. Infact, maybe a bit too much about my dad. I mean, yes, growing up wasn't the happiest of years and the torture and shit he's put my mother through is not at all excusable but I know that he will pull through for me when it's for a reasonable matter. I really do appreciate everything he is doing and plans on doing for me this year and the years to come at central. So yes, I am greatful for my daddy. : )
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| Sunday, November 13th, 2005
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10:02 pm
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PS- i'm starting to realize which friendships are worth continuing and which are just about ready to end. I'm just finding it hard to keep up with some. I hate the feeling of trying and trying and trying but nothing happening or no effort from another side. I hate later finding out that the same person ended up doing something the day I had tried. I guess it in a sense hurts some, or a lot. I think I'm giving up on "invitations" to do anything for a while. I think I just should have known.
this is all.
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9:43 pm
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This weekend was nothing but a massive ball of blah. I did absolutely nothing worth mentioning besides the casino today where I managed to leave with no money at all. I can't exactly pin point why I was so irratated this weekend but I definitely was. I think It's because I don't deal well with ANYTHING...
tomorrow- God, its a whole other story. it's going to be such a rush rush. First of all i've overlapped 2 appointments for the morning- one is at 11:30 while the other is at noon. I have to wake up really early to straighten that out. Before all of that, I have to go to Fraser and MCC to have my transcripts sent out. If any of you know me, you know that I am a complete nervous wreck about this whole schedule. You see, I don't work well under the least bit of stress. What could seem like no big deal to you, is a years worth of anxiety for me. Hopefully that will all be cured tomorrow though.
So back to my transcripts, after much consideration and much bribe from my parents, yours truly will continue to reside in good ole Michigan. I made my choice to go to Central. (i know- i thought western but now central) You ALL know how I like to change my mind every second so I am locking myself into this decision tomorrow. After the morning events are through, Alicia and I are heading out to Mt. Pleasant to apply for our apartment and all that good stuff. We will once again be roomies.
As for the last year, I really can't say what has happened to be exactly. Part of me is satisfied and part of me wants to rewind and go back. I mean, I gave up my "dream school" and fell behind in classes and credits. It seems to all be working out though. I truly believe we learn and go forth from our mistakes. Central is where I was going to go in the first place until MSU's acceptance letter came and my head blew up. I hadn't even weighed out my options. My mom thinks I'll be much happier at central, so do I. I guess that's really all that matters to me right now.
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(Tell louda you love herrr)
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| Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
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1:16 am
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i'm thinking a big deal spring break is in order... i'm missing senor frogs and week long stupidity sounds like fun. yeah, i'm a college student.
all in favor, say I.
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(3 songs | Tell louda you love herrr)
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| Sunday, November 6th, 2005
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6:48 pm
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Once I wrote a paper and called it "Thanks to my least expected." In the end, it was nothing more than a silly required essay for class that I whipped onto paper in 20 minutes. Today's series of events just go to show that you truly can learn from the least expected. In fact, you can learn lots. Of course this only applies if you are willing to actually open your ears and allow information to sink in rather than go in the left and out the right. Sometimes, like in this case this is an incredibly hard task and can indeed be the very last thing on your list of "to dos". The truth hurts and kills you emotionally but fortunately most of this pain is only temporary and quite frequently can be cured by a pint of *chocolate ice cream.
*change to flavor of your choice.
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1:52 am
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i've seriously been so confused all day. its really been a rough one. i'm finding it hard to tell if i'm making a huge mistake in not believing "someone" or if i'm being made into a giant idiot because i am believing them. I guess I don't know if I believe what they say. I wish I hadn't come across this but then again, i'm glad I did... i just want to know the truth before i continue with anything.... either before I lose something that could have been great, or before i start something up again that is just lies.
this probably makes no sense to anyone but me and i'm down wit dat.
peace out homies. i'm off to bed, who knows if i'll sleep..............
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| Saturday, November 5th, 2005
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3:21 pm
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i'm so disgusted right now. I ran into something today that i did not want to see...ever. One- because it incredibly disrespects me and i know its hard to believe but it definitely hurt me. and two- because it was just flat out gross. I'm having trouble deciding if i want to cry, scream or throw up. lets just say, i have found a new side of a certain person or I guess people.
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| Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
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8:45 pm
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this is really late and random but i do not like when ex boyfriends do not and will not talk to me, but they call my mom up to say hi. hmm... what do ya think? i just kind of want that part of my life completely over with. i'm over it and obviously moved on so I dont need them popping back in.
hopefully they can understand this since I was once told the exact same thing basically.
thank you.
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(Tell louda you love herrr)
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| Monday, October 31st, 2005
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10:43 pm
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this weekend was definitely a good one which was much needed.
Friday night Alicia and I went back to our old stompin grounds, Bleu and worked. It was a little awkward at first but after a little I got right back into the game and it turned out being kind of fun. I guess I KIND OF miss it. I think I would have rather not been wearing a Halloween costume because no one could tell that I worked there and everyone thought I was hitting on them when I asked if they needed a drink. I didn't make as much money as I had hoped for but it was more than I walked in with so I was pleased. At least I got my next night paid for.... which brings us to...
Saturday- Alicia and I drove up to Central...and only semi got lost once. We got to Lindsays around 10pm and got ready with Linz and all of her friends. I was a girlscout for halloween and felt quite vintage in my 1992 girlscout vest. We piled into the cars and went off to her friend Keils house. It was a lot of fun there... Alicia went from completely sober to completely wasted in about 30 minutes. haha I won't go into much detail but one moment still brings me into a full out belly laugh. (alicia- you know what im talking about!!) I'm very proud of myself because I did not do one tiny bit of stalking that night. We went back and passed out at Lindsays house. Oh, and before that... joe and I had like an hour long conversation about salsa con queso while eating marshmellow flavored popcorn dipped in it. annnnnnd olivia and joe got into a fight over a swiss roll so that was another great event.
woke up sunday with a hairdo from hell and hit the road home. We were supposed to work at Bleu sunday night but I think we were both completely drained, not to mention neither of us had much of a voice left.
As for this week, not much going on... hopefully getting my job back at Limited too for the hollidays.
until next time---.
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